Saturday, December 14, 2002

I wonder if there will ever be a Friday Five again.

I have a LiveJournal, an Open Diary (or two) and a Blog. Are so many journals necessary? Talking to Remi the other day on AIM I said that I guess I treat online journals the same way I treat paper journals. I have several and I keep them in different places and write in each one as I feel it is necessary. In some ways they are divided. Certain writing styles or topics go into certain journals. Good or bad, that's how I am. Scattered.

It's nice to talk to Remi again. I'm not sure what he thinks about it all. Partly I'd like to have a candid talk talk and hash it all out. The grievances of the past. On the other hand, I wonder if it is better to keep silent. Apologies have been exchanged. They were short, yes, but do the minute details really need to be examined? Yes. No. Yes? No? Color me indecisive and confused. Just because I'd like to expand upon my apology doesn't mean he wants to hear it.

Note to self (unrelated to above, but still relevant to your life): it is foolish to think of love at this time. Foolish and unwise. Think of stories intstead. love stories? Only if they aren't about you.